Uncomfortably Numb
Have you ever felt like there is nothing in your head but that white space static that happens between radio stations on the AM dial or TV before 24 hour programming came into place? Lately this is how I feel. I have always had bouts with anxiety and depression, but this depression is like no other. The only thing that keeps me from jumping off a building or even crying myself to sleep is that these things require too much energy. I have tried the usual things to make myself feel better, rearranging my apartment, getting a new hairdo, drinking with friends etc. Nothing works. There is not any particular reason I should feel blue. I am still employed (today at least). My love life isn't any worse than usual, WTF is going on??? Hopefully, like the Chicago winter this will pass and the sun will eventually come out.
